I resigned my position last October and started up my own independent consulting company. This past February 22nd I wrapped up my first independent consulting project with Chromalloy Castings in
I had hoped to win a larger project with Chromalloy that would have required me to hire about 7 people, but I lost that project to a competitor. And Chromalloy changed their mind about having me manage a second project for them, which was my contingency project to work on. When the second project fell through I had a third plan in place: to be re-hired by my previous employer. They had been asking me to re-join them since last October. So I accepted that offer, only to find out they had offered it to someone else due to how long they had been recruiting me. Tampa, FL.
So I faced an unemployment situation for the first time in my life. And I was scared. After 3 weeks without income, I was frightened that I would not be able to pay my bills, that I’d have to sell my home, and perhaps become homeless. And I think it’s safe to say
, my wife, was a bit concerned also. Regina
So I came down to the front of the auditorium during Sunday morning assembly in February and I asked for prayers for work.
Looking back on it now, I can see I was like the Israelites in Numbers chapter 11. They were sick and tired of eating manna in the wilderness. Every day the same thing for breakfast, lunch, and dinner: manna. Manna sandwiches, manna bread, manna casserole, manna surprise, Manna Manhattan, manna, manna, manna . . . We want some meat God! Please if we only had some meat. We had meat back in
. “We remember the fish we ate in Israel at no cost—also the cucumbers, melons, leeks, onions and garlic. But now we have lost our appetite; we never see anything but this manna!" (Not to mention they were in slavery back in Egypt .) Israel
So God gave them meat. Lots of it, a month’s worth, in the form of quail. Really?!? In the middle of the desert? For 600,000 men, not to mention the women and children? Is that really possible? Moses doubted it too in Numbers 11: 21-22. But God answered Moses with, “Is the Lord's arm too short? Now you will see whether or not what I say will come true for you."
The Bible says, “Now a wind went out from the Lord and drove quail in from the sea. It scattered them up to 3 feet deep all around the camp, as far as a day's walk in any direction.”
Okay, so how do quail and my work situation relate to one another?
God gave me a project. Out of the blue, a friend of my called me on Friday morning 3/2, and said, “Craig can you be in my office this afternoon? I have some work for you and some more people besides that.” I said, “In Columbus, IN?” He said, “Yes.” I was standing in the
Midway Airport in at the time. I said, “Okay.” So when I got to the Chicago Indianapolis Airport, I rented a car and drove to my friend’s office in When I got there he asked if I could start the next Monday, and if I could bring in 2 more people? I said “Sure.” Columbus, IN.
And oh boy, did I work. I started on 3/5 and worked an average of 72 hours per week for the rest of March. I worked three 15 hour days. I worked twelve 12 hour days. I worked an average of 67.5 hours per week in February and March. And this doesn’t count the hours my 2 other consultants worked alongside me.
Why did I doubt God so quickly? Why did I pray so loudly for work!?! Oh, my! I am about worn out with work. Why wasn’t I more patient? Answer: Lack of faith, and focus on the wrong thing. And hopefully I won’t meet the same end as the Israelites who doubted God’s promise to take care of them (see Numbers 11: 33).
I like to say everything you need to know in life is in Mathew 6. And here is the point to this story from Jesus in Mathew 6: